KEEP PUSHING
In the world we live in, every single man has tasted in one way what it takes to be in pain. Experiencing a very hard time is not easy, one can be stuck, unable to make even a very simple decision but there is a way out of being stuck looking up to God, and intentionally nostalgic feeling about how you have won in the past; of how victorious you were and how you caped through a hurdle that you thought should have over-powered you! Now double that courage! Keep pushing!
Push more! Believe yourself! And trust your God! And he will see you through!
Looking at those friends, especially older folks, you have seen.